Big Chuck Buk is at The Drake
he’s supposed to read some poems
he’s drinking beers and smoking anti-social
maybe he popped some pills to
fortify for focus
a buzz is the barometer of his bravado—
the words came from a bottle
so does his voice
he really is alone in his sauce
lowlife liquid courage chronic
lowlife liquid courage rage
lowlife liquid courage brilliance
soaked on his soapbox
and who cares? it’s a goddamn riot!
the sober applause does nothing for him
he pissed away his ego forty years ago
Chuck likes the dirty girl in the front row
he reads to her
he reads for her—
a hundred bucks later
Charles, you’re a crazy genius
she says in his bed
then she leaves
before the bacon and eggs—
Big Chuck Buk sits naked in a chair
by the window with a notebook and pen
he hates Chicago
he really is alone in this sauce
lowlife liquid courage chronic
lowlife liquid courage rage
lowlife liquid courage brilliance
soaked on his soapbox
and who cares?
he doesn’t
he’s drunk and writing it all down